In You Death has Lost its Sting
What if 26,500
suddenly died in our world? It would be all over the news and we would be
heartbroken. What if I told you that happened yesterday. Oh and guess what it
will again tomorrow. Over that amount die each day from preventable causes in
third world countries and no one is doing anything about it.
I picked up the book “The Hole in Our Gospel” today and
picked up where I left off at least a year ago. He went on to suggest that we
really only care when this loss hits our circle. It’s too easy to dismiss the
thought of a child dying in Africa. Yes, we pause for a moment with sadness,
but our life continues on as normal. If our neighbor’s child was dying, would
we do the same? What if it was your child? What would you do then?
26,500--- Read that again twenty six thousand five hundred
(plus) people (mostly children) died each day—EACH DAY! But our lives continue
as if nothing happened.
I think its perfect timing that I picked this book up today.
The day I learned of a sixth child I knew die in the last month (not here at
COTP at an orphanage in Port au Prince). I have had the blessing of getting to
know these children and have the blessing of getting to see them again one day
in heaven.
My heart broke for each one of these children. I hate that
they were all so close and each child didn’t get their own time of grief and
their own acknowledgement, but each one was loved. Because I was privileged
enough to get to love on them and let them love on me, these children didn’t
slip my mind. I wasn’t able to go on about my “normal” business—my heart broke.
Reading that statistic made my heart cringe. That’s the size
of a small city, wiped out each day. What about those people who didn’t get to
feel loved, the ones who didn’t have people whose lives where altered because of what
happened, what about them?
Every person, man, women, or child deserves to be loved.
They deserve to be buried with dignity. They deserve to know Jesus or at least
feel his touch if they can’t comprehend who He is. How many of those 26,500
people never got that chance? What can you do to change that?
With all my heart I’m praising God that these children who I
have grieved the loss of got to feel that. I’m praising God that they are with
him, that they have no more pain, and that they don’t have to experience the
sorrows and sin that this life brings.
The song Forever
Reign by Hillsong is one that will always remind me of these babies. It was
played at Malachi’s funeral and I’ve sang it two different group settings in
the last week. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to listen to it without tears
running down my face, but it offers so much truth.
You are good, You are good
When there's nothing good in me
You are love, You are love
On display for all to see
You are light, You are light
When the darkness closes in
You are hope, You are hope
You have covered all my sin
You are peace, You are peace
You are peace, You are peace
When my fear is crippling
You are true, You are true
Even in my wandering
You are joy, You are joy
You're the reason that I sing
You are life, You are life,
In You death has lost its sting
Oh, I'm running to Your arms,
I'm running to Your arms
The riches of Your love
Will always be enough
Nothing compares to Your embrace
Light of the world forever reign
You are more, You are more
Than my words will ever say
You are Lord, You are Lord
All creation will proclaim
You are here, You are here
In Your presence I'm made whole
You are God, You are God
Of all else I'm letting go
My heart will sing
no other Name
Jesus, Jesus
Jesus, in you death has lost its sting! You
are good, you are love, you are light, you are hope, you are peace, you are
true, you are LIFE, you are more, you are Lord, you are here, you are God. We
need to constantly run into your arms because anywhere else we will fail.
Thank you God, for loving each of those
26,500 people. Thank you for being sad in our suffering and pain. Thank you for
being all those things. Thank you for continually having your arms wide open
for us to run into. Nothing compares to your embrace, thank you for showing us
what it feels like to be there.
Death is not easy. I didn’t get over these
losses in an instant. If you read my last blog, you could tell it was badly
written, I couldn’t process the events at all. God and I had a lot of arguments and wrestling
matches. I didn’t know if I’d come out, but I knew I didn’t want to stay where
I was. I knew God had greater plans and purposes, I just couldn’t see them. I
needed to spend a lot of time with God, I needed encouragement from friends
who, I believe, received it from God, I needed to reflect and to grieve.
I’m not over it. When I look in our little
baby room and there are only four in there I miss the others. When I think
about staying up most of the night, I miss the littles that stayed in our
house. Throughout the day, every day I think about things that remind me of
these precious gifts from Heaven, but I can rejoice that they are in a much
better place now.
God has called his children home and we are
blessed to have been a part of their life on earth. I’m looking forward to
seeing a great welcoming committee when I get to join them in Heaven some day.
What a party that will be J
Tori,
ReplyDeleteI love how you share your heart, I love how you love on those children with every ounce of your being, I laugh when you laugh, I mourn when you mourn!!! I knew you for a week and yet it was obvious that God created you to do just what you are doing! I found this verses in 2 Corinthians and hope that they bring you some peace and hope!!
15 Every detail works to your advantage and to God's glory: more and more grace, more and more people, more and more praise! 16 So we're not giving up. How could we! Even though on the outside it often looks like things are falling apart on us, on the inside, where God is making new life, not a day goes by without his unfolding grace. 17 These hard times are small potatoes compared to the coming good times, the lavish celebration prepared for us. 18 There's far more here than meets the eye. The things we see now are here today, gone tomorrow. But the things we can't see now will last forever.
And my all time favorite is Lamentation 3:21- 25
Yet this I call to mind
and therefore I have hope:
22 Because of the Lord’s great love, we are not consumed
for his compassions never fail.
23 They are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.
24 I say to myself, “The Lord is my portion;
therefore I will wait for him.”
25 The Lord is good to those whose hope is in him,
to the one who seeks him;
You are always in my prayers!!
Lisa
Thank you so much for that encouragement and those verses. It means a lot. Thanks a million for your prayers!
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